I want to create things that help other people not be as broken as I once was. I want to help people not feel the pain I’ve felt. I want to create beautiful things. I sometimes feel inadequate. I fear my work isn’t good enough, not special enough. Sometimes I think others can do it better than me. Why are everyone else’s feelings more important than mine? I have to stop allowing myself to feed others before I am fed with emotional nourishment. I can’t stomach hurting people as deeply as I have been hurt. My heart won’t allow it. I feel deeply. I think deeply. I absorb the things around me, including the silence. Through my writing I can be honest. My words on paper, bearing my thoughts, my treasure chest, Pandora’s box and sometimes I am scared to share because what if I’m more broken then anyone ever knew and now they treat me like glass. I would rather know ugly truths, than candy-coated lies, just to make it bearable. Why is being “sensitive ” considered a bad thing? Being sensitive allows me to see things others don’t. It allows me to feel happiness in small things, and repel the negative. I like being around people, but also being in my head. Sensitive means I am caring, I have empathy and compassion, I want people to be ok and to be happy, I want to leave you better than I found you. And there is nothing wrong with me. Surrender to the process and allow your truest self to be your biggest ally. Being ‘highly sensitive” is an amazing gift. Use it for the common good.

Give up overthinking on negative thoughts and re-write the narrative. Change is constant and it is scary, but it is good. Some of the most amazing things that will happen to you in life have yet to happen. Seek solace in knowing that.

Setting my intention

I open my heart and hands to the sky. Accepting what is placed on my plate as lessons, guidance, and nourishment to my mind, heart and soul. Letting go of the people, situations and things that no longer serve me. I inhale the crisp air and allow it to breathe life into my being, giving me a new purpose daily, a new beginning. I am open to the possibilities. I bow down and surrender to the almighty, the most high. I am fully devoted and open to this process.

The best decision I have ever made for myself was that I refused to spend any more time in this life betraying myself. Be open and be still. Align yourself with your purpose and allow your energy to flow. Manifest the beautiful life you want and if you are walking in your purpose you will be blessed abundantly. Make today the day you stop destroying your life and decide that you will move forward in life with intention. Create the life you want and don’t listen to people who doubt you. They don’t have to chew what you bite off, so if it doesn’t directly affect them, then it doesn’t concern them, do you. Be true to who you are no matter who doesn’t appreciate it, because there are others who do and those are the people I create for, because we understand each other on a deeper level and you all are my soul tribe.